the conundrum of making a choice.....

You know.. most of the time we hang around doing nothing(most of us). I wouldn't accept it of course if you said that to me ! There is stuff to do.. but i wont do. Never cared to find out what holds me back......
Then suddenly one day I see this real close friend(or 'enemy'?) of mine doing something big and cool and being appreciated by the 'society'.
Thats when it strikes me ! Thats when I start thinking about my strengths, my weaknesses, why I haven't been doing anything all these years.... the whole life of mine starts flashing by.. some thoughts most memorable, some, quite forgettable. I am confused now. But I know what to do.. dunno where to start from.

Somehow I struggle and start. Now I have a choice. It's not an easy one mind you ! All the options are equally appealing in their own way. Never had I met with such a thing as this choice ! What to do. I ask people. They tell. Only because they have to. Why would anyone care what I must do. I for one wouldn't if you asked me. But they do tell me the choice I'm about to make could change my life.. Change my life? One little choice? Who are they kidding?!
But hey ! perhaps they are right... never block ideas or thoughts is what I keep telling myself. So I think about them.. One thing is for sure. I wanna do great things. great things in less time. Dedication towards the work goes without saying. Now i search for the one choice which would lead me to the goal i desire to reach. There ! A choice again ! Will I ever be able to make one..... I don't know.......